Meningitis

Its what I had. I don't like to say it although people could probably tell that I have something. Something, but they don't have to know what it is. When I was younger I never wanted to tell people about meningitis. The more I didn't tell them the easier it was not to. It became awkward to tell people and awkward not to. Now I've grown up and learned how comfortable it is not to tell people. How do I tell people and make them understand? Will they still want to be friends if they know? I feel really scared when I begin to ask myself these questions. I hope people see me for who I am and understand me. I wish things were different sometimes but I know God has a plan and I have to trust him.