Time Will Heal Me

Time Will Heal Me

I need some answers when I begin to ask why
But I don’t want anyone to see me if I begin to cry.
I needed to say something but couldn’t find the right word.
I was trying to understand something that I heard.
I missed my chance and needed to say.
But I could never get the words to come out the right way.
People try to tell me things that I will never quite understand.
But things never seem to go exactly as I planned.
I want to thank them but can’t seem to get there.
And I don’t want people to think that I just don’t care.
I want people to know that I appreciate them and all that they try and do.
I just don’t know how to feel and its all pretty knew.
I just don’t know how anyone that goes through this is supposed to act
And I’m just trying to keep in tact.
I don’t know if I can focus for a long while
And its hard to keep my head up and its even hard to smile.
I loved him with all my heart
And in my mind we will never be apart.
Denise Rouffaer