Where Can I Turn?

Where Can I Turn?

What is waiting for me as this might be the lesson I learn
When will I get better and where can I turn
Life has many lessons
I want to see.
But all the answers are out of my reach
They are not in front of me.
I want to get answers as I begin to find,
But some are harder than others
They are easy to hide behind.
I need to find them
I need to search
I am struggling with answers and have made a turn for the worst.
All I want to do is get on the right track
God wants me there and he doesn’t want me to look back.
He is leading me on a path and now I must go.
But I may get lost somewhere and find myself out of control.
He knows I might get steered the wrong way,
But I know I will get there and make it ok.
I know He is the greatest thing and He has a much bigger plan
There are always going to be things in life I can’t fully understand.
Help me understand please
I can’t do this without someone there.
All I ask is that you be aware.
Aware that I’m hurting
I can’t let anyone see.
I only hope that he was proud of me.

7-9-09 Denise Rouffaer